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I am the Vine, you are the Branches

I am the vine, you are the branches - John 15:5


Due to my addiction in Facebook, here is another post related to facebook. I m a curious creature, and also a psychology major, so you can predict that I like psychological testing. I don't care whether is accurate or not, but sometimes the result is quite pleasant and appealing to me.


Recently, I played one of the test. The result is I am the Vine, you are the branches. I was impressed and fascinated by the result. By answering those few questions, how come they know which bible sentence is representing you? Why i said so, is because this is what I always pray for.


I always want to be servant of God. I believe I am the creation of God. I want God to use me for my talent and ability. I wish what I am involving now is what God wants me to do. I hope that I could impact on other people' lives, and also inspire others through my characteristic.


I m glad that I have been given a chance to be a director of Best Buddies. This program allows me to keep in touch with people with intellectual disabilities, and make a difference on each other' lives. It is just a startup, and i know more and more challenges that going to happen. I pray to God that this is what He wants me to do. I really hope that I can pull through every single obstacle, and really make it happen...


I have lots of limitation to solve. I thought i could be purely altruistic, but it is not a realistic thinking. I want myself to be a good model for others; thus have make myself carry numerous responsiblities on my shoulder. I think i push myself too hard.


I know that I am not perfect, but I m willing to learn. I want to serve others in the name of God. Suddenly remember a song - God will make a way. Share with you all



Hui Ru

Comments

  1. i am happy that you found Him. :)
    Continue this mindset, you'll walk with bigger steps.

    All the best to u! =)

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