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失眠

辗转难眠,睡不好,又睡不着。。

少了风扇的旋转,地板还是冰冷的。。

我的手,也是。。

冰冷的手,为何没有冰冷的心呢?

脑袋特别的清醒,但是却给了我一双疲惫的眼睛。。

事情总是没有两全其美,

我要入眠,却失眠了。。

我要头脑简单,却更复杂了。。

我要。。却得到不要。。

没想到,嗜好就是睡觉的我,也会失眠。。

失眠并不好受,有理由的失眠更加的不好受。。

理由,这也许更本并不是一个理由。。

死脑袋,又发生故障。。

让我睡吧,我不要有头脑,我不要有思绪,我不要有情感。。

原来,失眠就是这样。。


Hui Ru

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