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How to serve ?

The act of service is inevitably important regardless of personal activities or at work. As a religious person, your attitude resembles your personal belief, or the God that you model to. If you are free-thinker or atheist, your attitude resembles your personal value or requirement towards self.

In my opinion, I am serving others as I am serving God or vice versa. My performance or my impression from others definitely become a guideline of self improvement. I keep reminding myself to be a GOOD, instead of a WORSE. I compare with MYSELF, instead of compare with OTHERS. I models the GOOD ones, instead follow the BAD ones.

Recently, I am feeling real bad towards my commitment. I am still performing, but my perception toward it is getting worse. Today, the lesson hit me to come to realization. I ought to understand, what am I doing shows who I am. I have to be the greatest, instead of making myself steps back from becoming the greatest.

3 important points on act of service that I have absorbed in today lesson

1. Consecrate

I have to sanctify my heart and soul. My heart should be purified, and away from all the sins or temptations. I will be careful with my words of mouth and my doings. Think first before I speak and do.

2. Responsible

I have taken the challenges, so I have to continue with it. I will adjust and adapt myself, instead of hold back myself. My doings ain't only reflect myself, those could be an impact for others.

3. Devotion

I have to complete my task, doing whatever needed to be done in a day. Avoid from procrastination. Be effective and conscientious. Fast food style cannot be practiced, when the quality has taken into consideration.

I am thankful, for the lesson.

I am feeling better now.

Hui Ru

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