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I am coming to my Dream

My another phase of life is going to start soon. I had receive the wonderful news last evening, all the worries of not able getting it reduce to the minumum. Even though I am still awaiting for another reply from another university, it is still an exciting new that I was accepted by an university for my postgraduate study.

My life will embark into another level, because the decision to further my study oversea is going to push me to be an independent young girl. I denied and rejected, hoping to delay. I presented myself as a tough person in the perpective of friends and families, but I am not as who you think are. I am fragile, and I am dependent. I ought to be tough, and I need to because it is the time of independency.

I know, I am knowing noone there. Having noone, but I am having God with me. However, I have to know someone there. He will make a plan for me, no matter smooth or awkful journey I am going to take on.

To choose to leave, it means I am letting go of all my comfort, familiarity and love in this mother land. I am emotional to let go, and I believe my emotion will get my heart shattered for quite a long period. I am sentimental to mention it.

I am thankful for the opportunity to go beyond my limit, in order to transform into a better one. I am dreaming to achieve my life plan accordingly. I am coming, wish myself a best of luck.

Hui Ru

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  1. fufuJune 3, 2010 at 5:27 AM

    definitely it'd be a nice experience doing your postgraduate study overseas ya :) erm it gonna be totally different yet exciting... bet you gonna like it lol get ready!! haha

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