A girl tries her level best to stop her sentimental emotion. She easily breaks down in tear, even a unrealistic drama. She is fragile hearted. She pondered "how could she be calm and strong?". She nearly cries when she overwhelmed by responsibility in a far far land away from her home country. She nearly touched, almost burst in tear when someone she knows missing her and unbearable for her leaving.
This time, the girl choose to be strong. She decided to be emotionless, because she doesn't want anyone to worry about her. They are surprise and wondered how she turns to be brave. She doesn't utter much, and remains silent. She reckoned, it is time for the plant to grow as tree.
Farewell, an acknowledgement of parting. Her family has helping her for pre-departing preparation. They had spent a lump sum of money on her, the spending of few hundreds could just a blink of eyelids.
Her mother has cooked special Chinese dishes, in case she is unable to eat it in a year. Her brothers and sisters have given me some pocket money or buy me necessary stuffs, for her to spend and use. Even her grandparents, uncles and aunties - everyone is concern about her departure.
Nonetheless, friends also try to hang out with her before she leaves. They planned to give her a farewell, she appreciates their kindness. They admire her, because she goes for a better future in a desirable country. They wish her all the best, and in hoping the day she's going will be delayed. Knowing them, is her blessing from God. They accompany her for at least a year, through joy and sorrow. Nevertheless forgotten them in her whole life, they will be remembered always.
Expression through writing is sentimental too. However, she is controlling.
It is hard to leave, but have to leave; It is hard to leave, but also good to leave;
It is temporal, it is not permanent.
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