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今午，开开心心的去吃午餐。。下车时，看到一个人很像以前做工的同事。。不过，不是他。。 以前的同事的回忆，就这样的被勾起。。 做工的日子，有愉快，也有悲伤。。 有些同事。。对我们蛮好的。。 突然间，接到了恶讯。。 一个好的同事车祸去世了。。另外一个重伤。。 我提到的人就是重伤的这个。。今天才提到他。。为什么过后却发生这种事？？？ 以为自己很坚强。。不会这么的感性。。 我。。却不能接受这个事实。。 一个只是相处2个月的人。。以为没有什么的交情。。 这都是以为。。都是以为。。 我想起了。。我们临走前。。我们做了一张墙纸给他。。 我记得。。他说我很像他的表妹的。。他要介绍给我认识的。。我都还没有机会认识。。。 我都忘记了 。。不过。。人走了。。我却记得。。。人不在了，我记得都没用了。。。 我觉得。。 失去了。。真的无法再拥有。。。 为什么。。！！！！！ 我只能哭了。。 为另外一个祷告。。希望他能大难不死。。。 为死去的你祷告。。希望你在天堂过的好。。

First time, I witnessed an interesting scenario on the road. While waiting for my friend in the car, a guy was about to drive his car out from his parking place. The parking place is ILLEGAL. His car was in the middle of 2 cars. Both cars also parked quite near to his car. It was hard to get out from the parking place, and you need few times of reverse and turn in order to get out from the parking place. I was just nicely sitting in the car, then I saw the guy just bang the car behind his car. I thought he did it accidentally. He got out from the car, and looked at the car condition for a while. Luckily the car was just a little bit of scratch. I always thought that he is just do it unintentional. He wrote something on a piece of paper. In my heart, I believe he wanted to say sorry or wrote his phone number in order for that car owner to contact him. But, my assumption was a big NO. He wrote "Fuck you, Idiot" Now, who was the bastard? Both parties also illegal parking..who wa...

Today read a blog, it mentioned about 7 H. I found it very meaningful..so.. hehe.. 1. HEAD - A person who is balance in studies or career. If we always freak out due to our studies or career, we are lived in stress. Our brain is overload, and our mind is not functioning properly. Give a break for ourselves sometimes. Protect our head, is the way for us to be mature, and be more rational, and be more critical thinking. 2. Heart - A person who is ready to love. Love yourself, before you love other. Love yourself doesnt mean that you don't give any love to anyone. Be more open hearted, don't be so calculative when come to giving love. 3. Hands - A person who is ready to serve. If you have the ability, why not fully utilize it? If you know the theory, why can't you use it practically? Serve other with your ultimate effort, it might be a tough job. Your effort will be appreciated one day. You do it, people can see it. 4. Humour - A person who is accept humour (gives and receiv...

Conform to the rules because you have no choice over it. You conform, because you believe in it. For example, bible, quran or Buddhist book. Religious people are practicing those rules and might apply it into real life situation. What if you are conform to it due to the other restriction? Today I went to one of the universities in Malaysia. Majority of students are Islamic students. I am not allowed to enter due to my dress code. I wore decently, with a pant which length almost to the ankle. I had been rejected to enter the library because their rule is your dress code must be more than ankle. I respect your dress code. But, It isn't a bit unreasonable to just stop me from entering. I did not know about the dress code before that. At least, give us a chance. We came from so far just want to get journals out from your library, why can't the person talked or told us nicely? What is the purpose you divide the seat far away from male to female. People are not following. What if you...

人都是感情的傀儡 拥有或许不会珍惜，爱人总是被爱来的辛苦。。 当爱你的人得不到你的爱，无形的伤害就这样造成他人心碎咯。。 当被爱的人得到了太多的爱，就不懂得怎样的回报或珍惜。。 爱人是压力，被爱也是压力 爱就是压力 为什么要爱？ 满足自己，还是别人。。 你满足了，别人不满足，别人就给你 压力。。。 你不满足，别人满足，你心里不平衡，也是压力。。

Indulged in 郭静 new songs. Thanks for sharing, Na =D The first song that I love - 心墙 一個人 眺望碧海和藍天 在心裏面 那抹灰就淡一些 海豚從眼前飛越 我看見了最陽光的笑臉 好時光都該被寶貝 因爲有限 我學著不去擔心得太遠 不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險 豐富的過每一天快樂的看每一天 Wooh~ 第一次遇見陰天遮住妳側臉 有什麽故事好想了解 我感覺我懂妳的特別 妳的心有一道牆 但我發現一扇窗 偶爾透出一絲暖暖的微光 就算妳有一道牆 我的愛會攀上窗台盛放 打開窗妳會看到悲傷融化 我學著不去擔心得太遠 不計劃太多反而能勇敢冒險 豐富的過每壹天快樂的看每一天 妳會聞到幸福晴朗的芬芳 The 2nd song - 简单 到现在才明白 原来爱不能够重来 该习惯左手心握着一点遗憾 我的心在等待 望着窗外独自发呆 想起来所有关于你的存在 天空那么宽 回忆在倒带 留一点空白才能学会释怀 想念的简单让这星空好像特别灿烂 幸福很短却浪漫 心中的简单 总在了解之后才被填埋 快乐回忆 有你在不孤单 我的心在等待 望着窗外独自发呆 想起来所有关于你的存在 天空那么宽 回忆在倒带 留一点空白才能学会释怀 想念的简单让这星空好像特别灿烂 幸福很短却浪漫 心中的简单 总在了解之后才被填埋 快乐回忆 有你在不孤单 can you see tonight 今晚夜色好像特别灿烂 幸福很短却浪漫 心中的简单 总在了解之后才被填埋 快乐回忆有你在 我不孤单 Song always could represents someone's emotion

If you know a person, She claimed that "the maid put the spell on my family, at night a small boy will bite my foot, when I kick him away and I heard the sound of crying. Apart from that, she is mumbling at night. My daughter started to speak rudely to me, and did not call me as mother anymore. She moved back to her own house. My husband, he started to scold me in Malay, and also instructed the maid to beat grandsons. Everyone is sided the maid" No one is believing what she said. Her children claimed that she is just hallucination. She is just thinking too much because of her experience in stroke. After she got a stroke, things started to change. Her family did not treat her well. What is your advice? Is the maid put the spell on her family? Is she just thinking too much?