辗转难眠，睡不好，又睡不着。。
少了风扇的旋转，地板还是冰冷的。。
我的手，也是。。
冰冷的手，为何没有冰冷的心呢？
脑袋特别的清醒，但是却给了我一双疲惫的眼睛。。
事情总是没有两全其美，
我要入眠，却失眠了。。
我要头脑简单，却更复杂了。。
我要。。却得到不要。。
没想到，嗜好就是睡觉的我，也会失眠。。
失眠并不好受，有理由的失眠更加的不好受。。
理由，这也许更本并不是一个理由。。
死脑袋，又发生故障。。
让我睡吧，我不要有头脑，我不要有思绪，我不要有情感。。
原来，失眠就是这样。。
My study has come to the full stop. After the submission of my final year project, I thought I will be delighted, yet I wasn't. I was apathetic. No more motivation to complete it, I already forgotten my achievement goals, I have given up. During the phase of life, I felt Life is just ain't about perfection. Imperfection in life is the essence of our growth. In order to grow, old proverb saying "no pain, no gain", it indeed applies to everyone of us. Being through thick and thin, sweat and tears, I started to realise that adaptation to sudden change is incredibly important. For instance, we have a goal to get a First Class Honour in our degree program, but our result speaks no to us. Is it show that we are stupid? Nope, it only tells us that it is a piece of paper which might granted us to obtain better job, yet which class you get is not the guarantee to get a better job. The end of college life, is the start of _______ life. People will fill in the blank themselves....
u ok? ><"
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