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Decided to watch this movie due to my friend's request. The reason of watching = Tohoshiki. It seemed simple movie, it is just about a girl who strives to become a professional ballet dancer, but I am wrong. The movie brings a positive energy to everyone, be the motivator of people to continue with their dream. Kazuma & Subaru are twins. Both of them fall in love to ballet when their mum brought them to see a "Swan" ballet performance. Their wish to learn ballet has canceled, because their mum passed away of cancer. Subaru loves Black cat. Their dad wasnt allow her to keep a cat at home, and they forced to abardone the cat. The cat brought them to a ballet class. Kazuma, as well suffered from cancer. They made a promise to learn ballet together after he recovered. Suharu wanted to learn ballet from her friend's mum, but rejected from her dad. She felt emotional, and claimed that her dad only love Kazuma, thus never allows her to do anything. Kazuma heard about tha

To see Kuala Lumpur nightview, familiar people will tell you to go Look Out Point, Ampang. Cold breeze on your face, indeed refreshing your mind of a day, in provided that the surrounding is quiet. Look out the view from the tower, numerous of yellow lights like stars shining on you. The most attractive point will be KLCC. A romantic place to be, for couples. Please bring a camera, if not the view can't really be seen (like my photo above). It is best to calm yourself down, by looking at the night view. The surrounding is dim, and you could just be yourselves, without bothering anyone around you. The first time, I came with a down feeling, thus I felt better to do the same. There is few restaurants there. We tried Bread and Olives, as recommanded by my friends. The drink was so-so. The hot chocolate like milo, and the nescafe also like milo. Hot drink is not hot enough. Haha. But, most important thing is to get yourself a good seating to enjoy the night view. We ordered this. Thin

时间一天一天的过， 间中，在成长过程中崎岖不平。。 经历许多的考验， 本来很确定自己的方向。。 不过，即将毕业的我。。开始对自己怀疑。。 一向喜欢被安排，毕业后的生活再也没有这个特权了。。 要考虑自己的未来。。为自己铺路。。 一个人，有时我是真的很享受。。 就像，今天自己驾着车。。 给了我私人空间去想象。。 经过了我的中学，看到学妹们在操场上操练。。 不管三七二十一，我转回头。。 停下车，看他们操练。。 是的，是时候让我自己停下脚步。。 回往过去。。看看自己的作为。。 是否。。做的精彩？自己满足吗？有些什么需要改进的？ 现在，我变得明日复明日。。 之前的冲劲，被收起来的。。 可能让自己忙过头，就变得比较消极。。 自己只能帮自己。。 任何事情，我们是办的到。。 不过，对事物失去了感觉。。变得麻木。。 并不正确的。。 麻木，搞不清状态。。 过后的酬劳再多，也不能弥补自己疲惫的灵与脑。。 搞清楚自己的能力，才能真正的一举两得。。 我。。有自闭倾向。。 因为。。有时我搞不清楚自己的思想。。只有空白。。 别人说表达出来，就能让自己比较好。。 不过，我很了解。。如果有人告诉我不能表达。。 因为。。我也是一个不懂表达的人。。 不过。。要学着去做。。 任何事物，自己要有清楚地概念。。要有自己的判断 也许没对与错，不过对错在于自己的想法。。 让自己向前走吧。。

If talked about H1N1, Malaysia has reached 105 cases of H1N1, with 15 cases from local transmission. Ministry of Health tried to increase the availability of hospitals from 2 to 10, increases the awareness of H1N1 prevention, urges the schools to vaccinate the compound, asks the employers to provide holiday with salary for quarantine people and others. More and more people got to be quarantined because they had contact with the infected people. Students ought to stay at home for e-learning, and companies have to cancel business trip. Government urges people not to go for traveling, yet Air Asia advertised a lot of cheap travel fair to different countries. If this flu is getting out of control, the researchers also mentioned that this flu has started to change the type, thus other type of medication is needed in the future. Everyone is being alert of this flu, yet there is a person wanted to remain "swine flu" as a jargon for H1N1. WHO has stated that H1N1 is spread through fr

觉得，自己变得爱打抱不平。。 以前，与世无争的我，去了那里？ 默默无语的我，没主见，不会发表意见，没有很多见解的我，去了那里？ 怀恋那个的我。。 现在的我，看到不过眼，就想要去插手。。 不过，心有余而力不足。。。 这是我所讨厌的。。 隔岸观火的感觉，不好受。。 也为它感到悲哀。。 管这么多干嘛？ 自己犯贱。。 别人做的好不好，别人做的对不对， 我的意见，都没有力量。。管这么多，何苦呢？ 给意见，又怕伤到人，别人也许会讲我多管闲事。。 我觉得对的，不一定是对。。 为什么，不是每个人可以有他人主义呢？ 个人主义是如此的强烈，那要如何为人服务呢？ 要改变自己很难，要改变别人难上加难 。。 为什么，该做的不做呢？ 有了一大堆的目标，有了很好的桥梁。。 却选择了别的。。 你拥有这样多，不过你不懂得去用有？ 我看不过眼。。。。 就让负责人去做吧。。 我继续。。慢慢的避开吧。。

Close your eye, and feel the depth of the song.

Departs your life, and begins a new journey. Death is not the end of life, but is another new life for deceased. We, living creatures always feeling grief over death. We screamed, stunned, or broke into tears. The pain is unbearable. Fact is always hard to accept. We cant forget the death, especially someone who is significant in our lives, especially for elderly who sent off the youngster. Death ceremony will be held to show respect and love to the deceased. Last time, I am fear to see death person in the coffin. My first time I looked at death person was my ex colleague. Make up made her looked beautiful and peaceful. The credit goes to encoffiner. The movie Departures changes my perception toward this occupation, and the importance of them. The director portrayed the movie by turning the life of cellist into encoffiner. The main actor, Daigo is a talented cellist in an orchestra. When the orchestra had dissolved, he went back to his hometown. With the assumption that NK Agency is a

言语上的自由，其实是有界限的。。 每人，提倡不同的意识。。 公说公有理。。没对没错。。 只有一大堆的辩论。。 报章上的唇枪舌剑。。看多了。。反而腻又油。。 想说的。。都要说的重听，说得有理，说的别人佩服。。 一山还有一山高。。高手出招。。 我们只能在旁边看热闹。。 政治上的劲争。。没完没了。。 其实，我们生活当中也充满了勾心斗角。。 人，为了利益生存。。 人，为了生存，也许失去了自己的观点。。 不是任何时候，都能说出自己想说的。。 说了，还要打圆场。。 不说，心里发闷。。 做人，就是两极化。。

人生 就像迷路一样 不管大路，小路，左边，右边 还是要做出选择 准备好了而出发 还是会有差错的时候 因为， 太多复杂的转弯 模糊的路牌指示 经过多次的尝试 总有熟能生巧的一天 不准备， 随意的闯一闯 可能会走出一片的春天来 迷路 让我失去信心 放弃的当儿 也发发脾气 放弃了 却回到了原点 找到了 自己要去的地方

听着这片cd的音乐。。 它。。钩起了我的心。。。 心。。有所澎湃。。。 感觉心与我沟通。。。 我的耳借给了心。。 心与音乐的交流。。。 带给了耳意想不到的共鸣。。。 耳。。用来倾听。。 心。。用来感受，并传达话语。。 心。。重重的。。 它在表达。。 它在舒放。。 不过。。 只有耳的回应。。 思绪。。还是模糊不清。。 因为， 心表达方式错综复杂。。 1加1的方程式。。 派不到用场。。 心缭乱了思绪。。 思绪也加重了心的负担。。 继续的。。 沉浸在音乐的意境。。

Happy Father's Day to my dear Dad, and to all the fathers in the world We had our lunch in Star Restaurant. Whole Teo's family, around 30++ people first time celebrated father day together. But, the restaurant had upset all of us. It took us 2 hours to HALF finished the meal, why I said so? It is due that we all can't wait anymore, and we decided to leave even 5 more dishes had not yet to be served. Such a bad service for this time. The food quality also declined. The restaurant was busy with wedding meal, thus they might had forgotten our order. Too bad, they had caused us "come with happiness, leave with anger" So, the only attention for us will be my sister princess, Allison. Everyone wanted to play with her, and wanted her to smile. But, she has her own temper. She did not smile no matter how hard you make yourselves to be a humorous subject. But, no doubt she is really cute..

Independent project B, is a practical form of assignment for my final year subject. It produces cost. Cost = Time + Money + Relationship I have travelled back and forth for 2 months already. I need to come back hometown for almost every week. First, I have to go to school to obtain permission to do survey. Second, I have to conduct survey in my previous tuition centre. Money is the big issue of all. We paid RM2080 for this subject. However, we need to distribute our survey to target participants, yet we did not have any grant for it. Currently, I have spent around Rm300 for photostating already. In addition, my bus fare and petrol fare are not included yet. I also have to buy small gifts for the teachers that have helped me in this research. Pheww..It really costs me a lot. Thanks to teachers that agreed of my request. I able to enter tuition class to do survey due to I was once an ex student of that tuition centre. I felt I had disturbed the teachers a lot. Apart from that, my best fr

Handmade is one of my interest since young. I love art which includes drawing, coloring, making cards and etc. I used to make cards for my friends during secondary school times. Now, I seldom did due to lack of time. It takes time to complete an art work. Thus, I only do when I am free. After reading other people blog, I felt like putting my handmade artwork in my blog..just want to reflect my memory.. Too bad, I did not take photos of my art piece last time. I only left 2 with me..So..have a look.. "Lion" - bookmark Underwater world

富丽堂皇的外表 复古精致的设计 慕名而来，就是要尝尝它所推出的招牌菜。。。 惊喜地等待食物。。 服务生不殷勤的招待。。。 餐具的讲究马马虎虎 。。。 食物终于上桌了。。。 色，香，味， 3 样主要的要素都少了。。。 失望。。。 挂羊头卖狗肉。。。 包装真的重要。。。 所谓：佛要金装，人要衣装 就这样被骗了。。。 p.s The food is suck...

A 2 days 1 night trip in Genting Highland with my beloved family. It was a packed and tiring because we managed to reach Genting at 10pm on Friday night. Then 12pm we leave Genting the next day. Due to the fact that most of people went to casino, thus 3 of us (3 pisces sisters) and a niece had to hang out outside the casino. It was kinda late, thus nothing much for us to do. First, we saw a vietnam fair. Love the little cute dolls. What I really enjoyed the most was Starbuck coffee. It was seriously nice to have a cup of coffee in Genting. Starbuck is always my first choice. A cup of coffee has calmed me. A cup of coffee has made me missed my friend. A cup of coffee has made us talked to each other more. I like to take pictures except human face. Thus, I called those pictures as art. When I said that, immediately I had been called crazy by my sisters. =.=lll A night without much sleeping made me suffered the next day. I forced to play some of the roller coaster because I had to accompa

心 被绑着 找不着的源头 好像被五花大绑 心 想尽办法 脱绑 失败了 因为 心已被俘虏 在紧与松之间 在于他人的心情 心 被抽着抽着 无期限。。

担心是一种的情感。。 情感的侵蚀。。补救来不急的当儿。。也许就腐蚀了。。 情感就像闪电般。。下雨时，我们会估计闪电与打雷。。 等着。。等着。。没出现。。。 不等了。。却无意中给你一个惊喜。。。 你也许会被吓倒。。你也许才察觉。。 你才意识到你的感官觉。。。 眼睛。。充满了期待。。也许已经有了泪水的洗礼。。。 心的感应。。心跳的不规律。。。 你意思到你的心吗？担心的心是怎样的感觉呢？ 思想的困乱。。无头绪的胡乱猜测。。。 担心的正兆。。。 依依的。。慢慢的。。。 侵蚀你的思想。。情绪。。。然后你的反应。。。 无人可晓。。无人了解你所经历。。 算了。。。

I wish i could be a child An imaginative mind An idealistic dream An innocent smile A simplistic ideology A childlike logical reasoning A is A, B is B Lives in comfort zone Plays childhood games Pain then cry, happy then smile Creative Being pampered I wish i could be a child sometimes....

一个你能依靠的朋友,突然离你而去.. 中止所有联络的方式.. 不想再管你了.. 那颗心..应该碎了.. 心如刀割.. 你给他的希望,去了那里? 你,之前是如此的关心他... 就一句话"我受过了" 你..放弃了他.. 你的努力..想要帮助他的那颗心... 就这样一瞬间的消失.. 听的旁人,觉得遗憾.. 感受的人..应该低落吧... 人..真的可以说放就放? 也许,爱情上的放手,可以潇洒.. 不过,友情上的放手,可以这样的洒脱吗? 爱情,你有给机会吗? 友情,你有原谅他吗? 你跟他亲密,是为了什么? 事情是可以谈的.. 给对方机会去改,不要用别人帮你交待... 自己的事,自己拿主意.. 让别人左右,对你,对他都不公平.. 你..还是我认识的人吗?

What is your interpretation? This is my painting Out from my heart As a psychology major, I knew what I m painting But, the therapist analyzed out from my painting Astonishing Tell me what you see.