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犯贱

觉得,自己变得爱打抱不平。。

以前,与世无争的我,去了那里?

默默无语的我,没主见,不会发表意见,没有很多见解的我,去了那里?

怀恋那个的我。。

现在的我,看到不过眼,就想要去插手。。

不过,心有余而力不足。。。

这是我所讨厌的。。

隔岸观火的感觉,不好受。。

也为它感到悲哀。。

管这么多干嘛?

自己犯贱。。

别人做的好不好,别人做的对不对,

我的意见,都没有力量。。管这么多,何苦呢?

给意见,又怕伤到人,别人也许会讲我多管闲事。。

我觉得对的,不一定是对。。

为什么,不是每个人可以有他人主义呢?

个人主义是如此的强烈,那要如何为人服务呢?

要改变自己很难,要改变别人难上加难 。。

为什么,该做的不做呢?

有了一大堆的目标,有了很好的桥梁。。

却选择了别的。。

你拥有这样多,不过你不懂得去用有?

我看不过眼。。。。

就让负责人去做吧。。

我继续。。慢慢的避开吧。。


Hui Ru

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