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Despite of ....

Despite of self-fulfillment
I look beyond of self
The angels' act have certain calming effect

Despite of exploitation
I look ahead
I persuade myself to be positive

A sincere appreciation
I don't feel it

An extra conversation
I refuse it

An order
I have to take it

A responsibility
I bear with it

But
I am not fulfilling


Hui Ru

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  1. nana-May 18, 2010 at 11:52 PM

    it always take time to digest certain part of our life journey. =)

    that's why, it's called a journey. jiayou, my friend =)
    u have my ears for you! :)

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  2. AnonymousMay 19, 2010 at 10:24 PM

    Same Here....Strongly agree with Na Na....XD
    Add Oil...Take CAre
    Clara

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