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Mood Swing

Happy.Angry.Sad.Laugh - is a game that i used to see in a Taiwanese entertainment show.
Mood swing does happens, perhaps in a second, in a minutes, in a hour and ...
I still remember an ads, when a baby is being swing on high, he is smiling because he could see the beautiful scene..
Yes, we are happy for pleasant; sad for unpleasant..
When someone did not laugh or smile, we tend not to bother the person because the person might experience sadness, mood less, or depressed..
Or when our friends are down, we try to be as happy as possible, to high up our friends, to make them laugh..
An inner happiness can't be pretend..We might put a mask in a public, we can be like a clown..intentionally putting on a big grin smile for everyone..
Hence, when we are alone..our private self rules on us..our true emotion hiding inside us, it flows unexpectedly...Our mood might not similar as we are in the public..
People might make an assumption on who we are..for instance, A is a stress free person, B is a depressed person...Those impression might kill the person from paying attention on the other person's mood.
A happy person might have a great sorrow within himself..we never know..because the person never show it out..thus..we ignore the person emotion..
Mood is so subjective that could come and go..in this moment, i am sad..in that moment, i am happy..Thus..it makes human become complicated..

My mood is swinging..
Uncontrolled emotion that i have..
Sigh..

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