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From the photo, already knew that it was all for my birthday .. My birthday is still have few days to go, but UCSI x 7 already planned to give me a surprise...coz i can't make it later on due to assignments..

First of all, Thank you to all of you. Although our friendship is not more than 4 months..but you guys still prepare sth for my birthday, it indeed a great touch for me..

I am sorry for not cooperative...i like to play..i spoilt the surprise..but still deep inside my heart..i m gladly appreciate all of you..

A cheer, a motivation for me..These semester is so hectic and challenging for me..This special bday celebration had made me feel better after so much of things happened to me..I felt kind of relieved .. Thank you..

This year, I did not make a proper wish..because i am wishing it everyday..I pray to God everyday..This year, i did not feel very excited for my bday...perhaps i have prioritize my time to other stuffs...

Anyway,

It is a nice feeling that my friends remember me, remember my birthday..

This is my second birthday present. I had received my 1st bday present before the valentine day..The first present, it was a letter, 2 movie vouncher from my friend. The letter meant a lot to me...

Words do not convery totally how i feel. I am a feel person..A small little act of you, will already make me contented. I can't express well through words, Action will speak louder than word.




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  1. sHanNaFebruary 24, 2009 at 1:12 AM

    oooo~ someone wrote you a letter. Not bad!=) at least you're contented with it. ^^v

    i know you're a feel person. haha! coz i can feel it too.

    hope you like the arrrangement of the night we spent. haha! ^^

    wait till the real day only wish you! *bluek!*

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