Full stop is not a Stop

My study has come to the full stop. After the submission of my final year project, I thought I will be delighted, yet I wasn't. I was apathetic. No more motivation to complete it, I already forgotten my achievement goals, I have given up. During the phase of life, I felt Life is just ain't about perfection. Imperfection in life is the essence of our growth. In order to grow, old proverb saying "no pain, no gain", it indeed applies to everyone of us. Being through thick and thin, sweat and tears, I started to realise that adaptation to sudden change is incredibly important. For instance, we have a goal to get a First Class Honour in our degree program, but our result speaks no to us. Is it show that we are stupid? Nope, it only tells us that it is a piece of paper which might granted us to obtain better job, yet which class you get is not the guarantee to get a better job.

The end of college life, is the start of _______ life. People will fill in the blank themselves. Me, has been asked million of times, "when did you graduate" "what did you want to do" "where did you want to go to study" and etc. It is difficult for me to give a definite answer. I am considering every possibilities in my life. But for sure, we are not an individualistic people, who could just ignore everyone besides us, and do whatever we like. We are bounded by culture. Again, no man is an island. Whatever decision that we make, is somehow related or affected to other parties. Human is ain't alone, can't be alone. No matter how individualistic you are, you are still doing it for the sake of your relationship with others.

College life, is the rainbow of my life. It made my black and white film to become colorful. I got to enrol in the course that I am interested in. Although is pretty tough period for me to do this course, I never regretted my choice to be a psychology student. In psychology, I have learnt grey area is always exist. No right and no wrong is our principal. Rationalization is always the weapon of our behavior. Politician issues, social problem, financial crisis and etc - same issues, everyone possess different opinions and act accordingly to their will. Again, we are not the one to judge every one's behavior, and not even has the right to stop them from doing it. Because RIGHT is always in the mindset of the particular person.

I would say that Friends are indeed my precious gift. Friends are like passengers who come and go, sometimes they stay and sometimes they go. I am grateful most of the friends stay with me till the end. Although some have left me, they provided me a good moment and they also taught me a good lesson to choose friends. Friends in life serve different roles. Some are great to have fun with, some are great to hang out in a group, some are great to be true friend who share everything together, some are great to listen to their problem too and more and more. I believe that friends are nonetheless gain the greatest credit in my life, they have shaped me, helped me, supported me, loved me and cared about me. Thanks a lot.

Looking back to my old self, I can't believe that I have transformed so much. Used to be an introverted girl, now I started to be more expressive. Used to be a dependent girl, now I have to make myself stronger. My new agenda of life will begin soon, and my old agenda is not the end. I have some mission I want to achieve, and It will be never ending. Continue the spirit of enthusiasm, all the great things could be achieved.

Great leader born great. Nope, it is not true. Everyone born with their own greatness abilities gifted by God. Be loved, and love others. Be positive, and never defect by negative energy. Be thankful, and appreciate everyone even the one who hurt us. Be good, even people are bad to us. Be yourself, because self is the brand or trademark of our own.

There are full stop...but full stop is even repeat and repeat once we completed a thing. Thus, it is also could be said we never have a full stop.