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我想。。。

寂静的夜晚,又是充满情绪的一夜。。。

思想空白,还是空白。。

空白,为何会有低落的情绪?

百思不解。。就让这个情绪侵蚀我的心灵。。。

突然,我想她

一个影响我很深的人。。

一个人的改变,是因为受到刺激吗?

我是不是一个只是说,不会去做的人呢?

说而不做,就是 言而无信

说而还没做,就是拖泥带水

说而做了,就是干脆利落

不过,说了。。拖着一些时间才去做。。

也许,就已经被当成说说而已。。

当你做了,就已经被当成突然改变。。

脑里,零碎的思想,已造成我的思想是空白。。

没有明确的程序或排列,就只能用情绪去掩饰。。

这样的夜晚,哪能少了情绪化的歌?

今晚的代表作,就是失落的沙洲。。


Hui Ru

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