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2 and half months passed...

Have been here for 2 and half months, God has shown me his purpose to bring me here. He wants me to grow nonetheless he allows me to learn everything new out of my tiny world.

Western culture, definitely very different than us. Speaking and listening to them (particularly diary conversation), I sometimes cannot fill in the gap. Either they uttering with their slang, or they speak quite fast. Well, mentality is different and understanding of semantic meaning of words could be as well different.

Education system and setting, it is shame to make a comparison. Lots of intervention needed in my tiny country, I am really amazed by their professionalism, proficiency of material resources, teaching standard, and environmentally friendly concept, and others.

Well, what I m really blessed ....

The hall that I am living, is not my first choice. But, I am delighted to get it. My first choice is pretty near bar, if I have to stay there, I am afraid I have sleep disturbance everyday.

Some people have complained about their terrible flat mates being dirty, refuse to clean up mess or making noise all the time. However, my flat mates never give me any such troubles. Sometimes, they even washed up for you.

I have met some nice Asians, I m feel comfortable with their presence, at least they have given me some warmth.

I have a very nice supervisor who really to offer help for my research, I really hope I can get through well with her assistance.

Learning in different environment, is also a preparation for serving community. My strong patriotic spirit is still have flame in, need to be spark up one day.

Culture, is uniquely differential who we are now

Hui Ru

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