咖啡的香味很浓郁。。飘来一阵阵的咖啡香，非常的享受。。
咖啡可以让一个人无法抗拒，被俘虏。。。
被俘虏的感觉，就像失去自己。。无咖啡。。无生命。。。
咖啡让人上瘾。。咖啡让人陶醉。。。咖啡是毒。。。
人可以超爱它，也可以让人远离100尺。。。
今天的咖啡，失去让我享受的意义。。。
当上瘾了，就算没意义。。也会喝他一口。。就变成了一个习惯。。。
没情绪的喝，也许是另一般的风味。。。
Recently learnt about emotion triangle, it said human tends to suppress core emotion, and manifested as either a defense or inhibitory emotion. The emotion that we tends to inhibit are shame, guilt ... There are fear and inferiority that governs my heart - I have to learn to address and admit my feelings better, and make a decision to communicate or set a boundary. It is hard to actually do so, and I know after I have done it - I can sense my guilt and shame. It is like a vicious cycle. I have to make a promise to myself - be mindful, be steady and let my head clears. Don't react much...But at the same times I am glad that I did say something. I did express myself. I did feeling less intense. I treated it as a progress. Anyway I felt sorry of the people that I hurt - when I am still a human with sin...
geng la u~
ReplyDeletecoffee can be blogged until so sentimental~ haha! ^^v