IELTS - 1st step COMPLETED

I had taken the test 3 weeks ago, finally I could proudly said I had done my IELTS. I am so grateful that I got the test score that hit the requirement of university.

I was panic before, due to last minutes preparation. I was relieved when I opened the exam envelope. Joy filled in me, and Praise God that fulfill my wish.

Next move, it's time for me to apply for my master

In wish the next and next will be smoother

Hui Ru

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