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最近,我总是被问一个问题“你几时做工?”其实,我也是很希望可以快点投入工作的行列,不过世事难料,总是自己无法掌控。。

11月中,找到一份工作。心中的那股热血,无法抵挡,我的家人也是如此。有了工作,真是个好消息。

本来,12月就能去工作,以为一切都会很顺利。不过,工作准证却无法申请到。幸好,公司帮我上诉,但需要更多的资料与证据

等待的过程总是特别的漫长,一等就是一个月。每天不住地祷告,终于上诉成功了。不敢相信的事实,真的皇天不负有心人

当去做身体检查的时候,HR又告诉了我一个“不顺心”的消息。虽然已经上诉成功,他们又要更多的资料。这一搞,让我所有的兴致都消灭。

又碰上新年的假期,又是一拖再拖,HR也还没有给我回复。
所以,你问我“几时做工?" 我真的答不出,也不想答。因为我不要燃起希望,却又要消灭它。

我学着不去担心,因为我不知道未来会发生什么事。虽然是我想要的,时机还没到,我也只能等待。我需要学会忍耐,相信他会给我最好的。

Hui Ru

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