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这个礼拜开始
渐渐感受到忙碌的工作
没停下来和你有冲径
停了下来脑袋不停旋转
看到网上很多的10年挑战
22岁的我 还是个大学生
第一次离开麻坡去深造
对未来很不确定但多了很多的天真
在感情上很冲动很积极
很在意社交深交也很很容易在感情中不成熟
现在的我
心动的是也会三思 甚至于可以懒惰而怠慢
想做的事一直没做因为多了很多的负担
在人群中只想安静的呆着
更不想让大家知道我的行业
在工作上比较果断但还是很多的未知数和挑战
变更成熟了 也对很多事情看淡了

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