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当你约我去旅行
我其实有考虑下
担心无法突破自己
但愿意接受挑战
去之前,脑袋闪过许多出游的画面
也幻想了很多可能发生的画面
其实是有点害怕但也期待的感觉
第一句问了我在那里
我回到了当时你对我凶的画面
我尽量平复自己
一切一切都感觉还行
但怎么越来越觉得渐行渐远
我走在前 你走在后
我回望,停下脚步
但我心里乞讨的融洽
恰恰没有
很多次这样 到最后一次的误会
就整整像单独旅游
其实我本来想更多的主动
但力不从心 多半是害怕
害怕没回应 也验证了其实我说话你不舒服
其实你诚实说 没错
只不过我更认同我们沟通不在一线
没有契合 没有连接
这不是在责怪 而自我反省
这一次旅游 难忘

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